marginal note: "Derridean desire for s.th. NEW"
I was listening to a This American Life podcast from a bit ago, part of which discussed amnesia. The story was interesting, though wasn't really about amnesia per se. But it got me thinking about it in role playing game terms (I'm working up to GMing my first adventure soon, so I'm thinking of just about everything in terms of gaming possibilities).
It occurred to me that amnesia is used in all kinds of fiction, sometimes to comedic effect, sometimes to more dramatic effect, but that I hadn't ever thought about using it in a role playing game. It seems like potentially a pretty good and fun trope to use in a game, either with a character who forgets who they are for some time, or with NPC's or any number of other ways. This would probably work particularly well in a pulp themed game, where these sort of outrageous ideas make perfect sense.
I've also been reading Gnome Stew (a great GMing blog) a lot lately, and as I was thinking about this I also read this article, in which the author talks about the fun of having secrets from the other players, and generally cutting down on meta-game thinking at the table. These two things started to churn in my head and I got the following ideas...
I also started to think about the idea for PC's with amnesia. Role playing it could be interesting but difficult for a player if their PC is supposed to have lost their memory partway through the game, or if they've written a background for the character, that they then have to "re-discover." This could be a lot of fun, but might be difficult to role play properly for the player, since they'd know what the background really was.
It might also unfairly focus attention on the one character if they were the only one with amnesia (again this isn't necessarily a problem, depending on the player and the groups, but is a potential problem). Of course this could be solved by having everyone start with amnesia, and have to slowly learn about/try to remember their backgrounds and histories. But again, you still have the problem of a PC who knows the real background, but has to pretend that they don't for the purposes of role playing.
One solution would be for the GM could write up a background for a character, or all the characters, and start the game with that characters, or the characters with amnesia, and they could slowly learn who they were as the game went on. This could be a lot of fun, and might work really well with the right group. But might lead to some players feeling like they don't have enough real investment in their character, or that they are being railroaded some.
Then an interesting idea popped into my head. What if all the players wrote a background for another player's character? This could lead to all the players really feeling like they had some investment in the game, but would also leave them not knowing what their own background was. The players could either write the backgrounds specifically for one other players character, or they could all write a background in secret and turn them in to the GM who would then assign them to different players and make any adjustments to make them all fit together. The GM would get tons of plot hooks, and would be able to really involve the players ideas in the game and center it around the characters, while still haveing the freedom to determine quite a bit (like how they got amnesia, and why they are together etc.). The players would get to start the game with a clean slate, and then have the fun of figuring out who they were and how they got to where they are.
I think this is a pretty fun idea for an interesting game. I'm not planning on using it for my upcomign adventure, as I'm not sure I feel like I'm quite experienced enough as a GM to run something like that (at least not yet), but I think it sounds like a pretty fun game for the players and for the GM (though probably a lot of work for the GM).
So what do you think? Would you consider running a game like this, or playing in one? Do you have any fun ideas for how to us amnesia in a game?
Cross posted on my LJ
Just a short update here (that doesn't exactly fit into a twitter post). With the weather turning better (and our trip quickly approaching), I've begun to run once again. As silly as it is, one of the reasons I'd been hesitant was because I couldn't find my iPod nano, so I couldn't record my runs on Nike+ (and thus, what was the point of running, I guess is the logic). Anyway, I never did find my iPod, but I did research a few alternatives.
It is through interactions with Others that people can learn the new vocabulary they need to tell the stories of their lives differently - in other words, to become a different person. Such change is a social process, not an internal, individualistic event whereby some "central information processor" decides which aspects of one's personality to keep and which to discard (58).
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So my company decided they needed to shuffle some staff around, and predicatably I got shuffled out. Sometimes it sucks to be the new guy. This was last Friday (did I tell anyone when I was wasted on saturday?), and I think I'm coping pretty well. I'm taking the temp-while-you-search approach this time, and thanks to low cost of living I should be fine financially. We'll see what happens I guess. I'm writing this here because it's less awkward than having to explain to each person in person and be all Debbie Downer at social events.
Yesterday I talked (in far too much detail and at far too much length) about how I keep my calendar's in sync and available to whenever I need them.
Today I'm going to talk a little (hopefully only a little...) about my current system for keeping my contacts in sync. Luckily it's pretty simple.
I basically use a feature that's built into OS X (well since 10.5.3), that lets any mac that's had an iPhone or iPod Touch connected to it at some point to sync contacts between address book and Google contacts. (Why you have to have connected an iPhone or iPod Touch is beyond me, and luckily with a little comandline-fu one can get around that). The same option exists for yahoo contacts (and I think that's there no matter what, so even if you don't have an iPhone or iPod Touch it's an option).
After doing that, my address book and Google contacts are in sync, and because of my MobileMe subscription, my phone is updated automatically as well (changes made there also migrate back to my computer and from there to Google).
This works mostly pretty well. There have been some issues though. Gmail adds anyone you e-mail or have been e-mailed by to your contacts. Luckily it don't put all those "suggested" contacts into your "my contacts" section without you telling it to. Unfortunately, at least for the moment, using this feature in OSX doesn't distinguish between "My Contacts" and the suggested contacts. So after I did this i had to go through and really spend a long time cleaning up my contacts, getting rid of people I didn't know or didn't want to have in my contacts on my phone. I also had to go through and merge multiple versions of the same people, and make sure I had the most current e-mail address(s) and phone numbers. But once this was cleaned up it's pretty good, at least for a while. Unfortunately I have to keep going through every so often and cleaning everything up again, because Google keeps adding contacts (so when my Mom or my Aunt sends me a mass e-mail suddenly all the other people on there are in my contacts). They really need to fix this. Let me decide which contacts I want to sync.
The other problem is that Google's contacts info doesn't have all the same fields as Address Book, so some things didn't or don't quite sync up properly or simply don't sync. Mostly it works pretty well but I have had to slowly go through and clean up mailing addresses and such here and there that got mangled in the transition one way or the other.
I also had a weird problem for a while where I kept ending up with multiple versions of myself in my contacts list. I'd have my main entry, with all my e-mail addresses, and phone numbers etc, and then a new one would keep popping up that just had my primary e-mail address. It was weird and I had to delete the extra one and add my main e-mail address back to my main entry a few times. It seems to have stopped happening though, so... I'll just chalk it up as a fluke or edge case.
Anyway, yesterday Dave posted about Google's new calendar and contacts sync services, and mentioned some issues he's had with it. I don't have solutions for most of them, but the set up I have above might be a fix for the issue of not syncing one's address book on the Mac with the phone anymore. Besides the obvious solution Dave suggested of just turning off over the air contacts syncing, you might be able to use the solution I have above, and still have over the air syncing of your contacts with your iPhone.
I don't know for sure that you can do both at the same time, but it seems like you could have your Mac syncing it's address book with gmail's and then have gmail syncing it's address book (which is not the same (more or less) as the address book on your Mac) with your phone. The nice thing about this is if you're out somewhere and you add someone to your address book on your phone ("Hey, I haven't seen you in ages, we need to hang out more, let me get your number.") it'd automatically be migrated to your address book at home and to your Gmail contacts.
So I've been meaning to write this up for a bit now, and Google's recent switching on of over the air syncing (via licensed from MS active sync tech), and my friend Dave's recent entry about the issues he's run into there, has finally given me the motivation I need to just go ahead and write this up.
For around a month or so now, in an effort to get better organized, I've been working on keeping my calendars and contacts in sync between Google, (more on contacts later) my iPhone and my two computers. So far it's working ok, I'm probably only a little bit more organized, but that's mostly because I need to put a bit more effort and discipline into keeping up with everything and adding it to my calendars, but I've got the tech situation pretty well set up to make that as easy as possible.
Let's start with what I wanted for calendars: I wanted a way to use Google calendar (we'll refer to as gCal from here on out) which I'd been using for a while to try to organize myself with mixed sucess, on my iPhone. Seems pretty simple. But getting the ideal set up wasn't as easy as I'd have liked.
For reasons I can't really fathom when you visit Google's mobile site for gCal, you can view events, but you can't add them. It's nice to be able to see what you have to do, but if I can't add events as I think of them, it's more or less worthless to me, since the key to keeping myself organized is not giving myself an excuse to forget to add something to my calendar, no matter where I am. Besides even if that worked I don't always have cell coverage or a good data connection when I need to add something.
I considered trying to just switch to iCal, as that'd let me add and edit events on my phone, and would have my phone actually buzz or beep to remind me of things. I did this a few times, but I was already using gCal and it seemed like it'd be tough or impossible to reproduce all of that again on my iPhone (especially a few shared calendars). Besides, I didn't want to always have to use my phone to add events. As much as I love my iPhone it's going to be faster and easier to use a full sized keyboard and screen to add things when that's an option.
What I needed was full two way editing and syncing between my iPhone and gCal.
I had read a few times about programs like Busysync and Spanning Sync, and they both seemed to do something close to what I wanted (namely sync calendars both ways between iCal and gCal). But I hadn't really researched them too closely and I'd still only get the calendars to sync when I synced my phone with my computer at the end of the day at home. This might have been "good enough" but it wasn't ideal, and I just hadn't really looked closely enough at either to know if they'd really be worth the money.
A little while back I went ahead and signed up for MobileMe, mostly because it'd offer some web hosting for our wedding website that'd be especially easy to set up (since we were just planning to use iWeb to make a simple site without much hassle, and it's very easy to publish to MobileMe through iWeb). I figured it was probably only a little bit more expensive than other web hosting options, very easy to use for our purposes, and I'd get a chance to try out the other features. I set it up to sync my address book and iCal calendars between my two computers and my iPhone. This was nice but didn't really do that much for me since I never really used iCal (though it was certainly nice to keep my address book synced between my phone and two computers, and to have changes sync over the air).
When Google announced they were supporting CalDAV I was briefly exciting thinking that that could be the answer I was looking for. I'd sync my google calendars down to iCal, which would then sync them to my iPhone over the air or when I synced it up with my Mac at home. But it turned out that you don't really get full two way syncing, especially from the phone, so that wasn't really what I was looking for.
However, at some point I saw a post by John Gruber (of Daring Fireball) in which he talked about the upcoming BusyCal by BusyMac (the same people behind BusySync). He had also recommended BusySync a number of times, so I checked out BusyCal a bit (one could describe it as iCal Pro) and it sounded pretty sweet. I then looked into it further and realized that BusySync would probably do exactly what I was looking for as far as syncing my calendars, and with Mobile Me set up I'd even get over the air syncing between my phone and my calendars!
I downloaded it, and set it up, which was very easy, and was pretty much instantly able to see and edit my gCal calendars on my phone vis versa! I finally had full two way editing and syncing between my phone and gCal! I was pretty excited.
BusySync even lets you decide how you want it to handle alerts. It'll translate alerts between iCal and gCal, so you can get alerts in both places, or just one, and you can even determine what type of alert to get (e-mail, pop up, sms) or how to handle different alerts. What it boils down to for me is that if I add an event in gCal (7pm Dungeons and Dragons) and add an reminder to myself 30 minutes beforehand, I'll get whatever alert I set up in gCal (email, pop-up or sms) and I'll also have my phone buzz and have iCal pop up a reminder on my computer at home. (Actually because of MobileMe syncing my computers as well as my phone I'll get that pop up on both of my computers).
BusySync also offers a fair number of other options for sharing iCal calendars within a home or office network, and other things that I probably won't really use, but they could be nice for some families or small businesses.
From what I've read Spanning Sync is similarly easy to use, but works slightly differently. It's a bit more streamlined in what it does as far as calendars go. Rather than syncing all your different calendars on iCal and gCal separately, it's really set up so you can merge them. This'd be particularly good if you had been using both iCal and gCal a lot and wanted to merge two of your calendars into one. I hadn't really ever used iCal so it didn't really matter that the calendars in iCal would be treated as separate calendars (in fact I'll probably stop even bothering to sync the calendars that were already in iCal, since I only use the ones I had been using in gCal), but for some people Spanning Sync might be a better option, (it also syncs your contacts between gmail and address book) but I've never used it so I can't really speak to it in much detail. They seem to be two overlapping but slightly different products.
Now of course a week or two after I finally went ahead and paid for BusySync (I used it for about 3 weeks of the free trial before paying for it), google announced they were offering free over the air syncing. I have to admit, that if they'd started this before I paid for BusySync I might have thought twice about paying for it. Though at the moment I'm still glad I did.
The Google solution might have been close to perfect for me since I didn't really have anything in iCal, and so syncing events from gCal straight to my phone would probably have been enough. But, it does appear that there are some limitations with the current implementation, like not being able to sync more than 5 calendars (I don't have that many I use yet, but I am starting to use shared gCal calendars more and more so I might have more than 5 soon), it also doesn't seem to handle alarms very well (and alarms are pretty crucial for me since without them I'll more than likely just forget to look at my calendar and miss appointments and things).
That being said, if they iron those issues out and I decide at the end of a year that I don't want to stick with MobileMe (we'll see, but it does have a fair number of features I wouldn't mind keeping), I might switch to that for my over the air syncing, at which point unless I've started actually using iCal or BusyCal (assuming I decide to upgrade to that when it comes out) I might also stop using BusySync/Cal, since all the calendars I use are on gCal. But for now I'm pretty happy with my set up, and it does pretty much exactly what I want it to.
If you DO use iCal and want over the air syncing with your iPhone without MobileMe, then a combination of gCal and BusySync might be perfect for you (The developers of BusySync even wrote a blog entry to tell you about it!).
I was also going to talk about syncing my contacts (I promise not as verbosely as above) here, but this has already gotten far too long, so I'm going to make that a separate entry.
So, hopefully everyone got the invite I sent for the bday festivities using anyvite.com (if you didn't, let me know and I'll resend). Heard about it via one of Laura's friends and having messed around with it, I think it's better than evite by a large margin.
It's got a sweet new ajax'd interface, account creation is super quick, and there aren't the annoying ads / hoops that you have to jump through to use it (unlike evite). It's clearly still in beta so there's little things that they're working on (like better privacy controls), but I think the overall package is worth dealing with the little issues.
Oh, when you add the location, it will add the google maps link automatically and when you click on the link, it'll dynamically place it on the main page. It also has options for adding the event directly to your google calendar via openauth.
It facilitates migration from evite as well with some pretty nifty tools for bringing over guest lists. Also, it has super cute icons!
So, I hope we all switch from evite. woot.
Hello blogosphere!
Just wanted to stop by and tell everyone that I'm doing ok. My job is good but it's already frustrating that I'm such a peon here. I find my work interesting but it makes me sad that everything I produce is touched by at least 3 superiors before it reaches the client. They certainly add value with their ideas and whatnot but I'm wishing I was higher up so I could be more influencial in what makes it to the final product.
Socially I feel like I'm still sorta getting my bearings since the move back. The groups I regularly hang out with are typically single girls or couples. Other than Glynn (hi!) my single guy friends both live in Richmond. The last few from MBA program coupled up... and most of you readers are in long-term relationships. It affects the dynamics of planning and locations you hang out y'know? It'll be very interesting to see what happens when my still-in-MBA program friends graduate and move-on with life in May. Visiting Black Cat this weekend reminded me that I'm no longer a regular anywhere, after these months and years of moving around and all the changes in my life.
Two of my coworker-friends have decided that they could find me the perfect girl on eHarmony so maybe I'll be meeting my soulmate soon and the social situation will change again. Oooh and I'll have a second earner so maybe I can buy a fancy TV and pay my credit card debt!
Last thing:
Please be my Netflix friend!
